six months
inhale before the exhale
lost, depressed
you are away
I have moved out
wilco califone
dubstep
ipod
employment unemployment
nervousness
bad interviews bad interviews
good outfits good outfits
vitamin d
iron
deficient
inefficient
grandpa surgery worry
you are away worry
finances
worry
psalm 23 psalm 49
draw near
river of life
drift away
empty fridge
empty heart
creativity, where, gone, gone
dreams, where, gone, gone
invaluable you say
nothing he say
snowflake
impossible germany unlikely japan
finding my way
paper airplanes out of resumes
beautiful bedroom
freedom
losing weight
neglect
recycling bottles
paying rent
airplanes
airplanes
airplanes
neurotic
insomniac
avocados
soy milk
you you you you you you you
inside out upside down
cancer
learning
losing
loving
losing>loving
beers with the band
late night bus rides
sprinting, coughing, blood
ticket, freedom, peace, officers
peace officers
running through the ctrain tunnel
street lights in the fog
alaska
dreams
parks
missing many
missing myself
sorry
so sorry
imperfection
tanned skin
freckles
solitude
sleeping late
incapability
listening, listening.
hurting, hurting.
you sleep
I don’t
you speak
I don’t
inhale before the exhale. 
this is madness  
help me find my way
i’ve lost my way
help me
this is madness